Table of Contents:

1. Life Update
2. Website Idea (Random Idea!)

1. Well things are starting to look up for me alil bit! I will hopefully be starting some work in a week and my brother-in-law is working on getting me a Ford Ranger in exchange for my broken car. xD Wish me luck! My depression is finally over fr the most part. I've been feeling alil more upbeat but still staying up at night sometimes. It's hard to get everything off my mind when so much much has happened but I'm cooping for the most part. ^_^

2. Yeah, I know, it's one of those ideas I got when I was bored out of my mind but still, I think it would be cool so I'm going along with it hopefully. I decided to try and make a website where I will be encouraging a lot of friends and what not to join. I guess the main focus of this website will be for helping and assisting each other on our drawings. It will be somewhat exclusive but it will be a site where we can have open discussions on what we want to draw and create tutorials for each other and critique each others work while offering advice on how to fix stuff. Nothing really fancy, just alil corner of the net where we can get help and advice and offer help and advice to each other as friends and hopefully create some tight bonds of friendships along the way! It's still in construction but the sites name is [link]. It's a free site so like I said nothing fancy and theres nothing there yet but I will update the journal when it is open for memberships. If this is something you would like to consider being a part of, just note me, comment me, or find any means to get a hold of me and I will see about letting you into the experience.

If anyone has anything they would like to add or give any advice on how about doing this or anything really, just do any the above methods of contacting me. Thank you! ^_^

Howdy Doody Folks!

Table Of Contents
1.) School
2.) Life Update
3.) Contest
4.) My Contest Ideas!! HELP ME!!!

1.) I hope the majority of you are enjoying school! SUCKERS!!!! BWAHAHHAHAHAHAA!!! :3

But in all seriousness, I hope to be starting school once again shortly and to be honest, I can't wait! A lot of my friends hated school and couldn't wait to get out but I was the opposite. I saw school as a social gathering, a place where I was able to hang out with my friends day in and day out without fail! My teachers were usually cool and I never had to worry about my homework. Mainly because I never did it but whatever right?! So be happy happy that your in school! You get to see your friends everyday and your not stuck with a horribly messed up sleeping pattern and having loads and loads of free time that you just cant seem to fill so you just lay around being bored and constantly checking your myspace/facebook/twitter for some sort of social contact because everyone you know and love live way outside your range! Or maybe that was just me during the summer... Hmmm...

I guess my point is, be happy that you guys are in school now because as soon as your out, life is harder then trying to break a 2'x 2'x 2' solid block of concrete WITH YOUR FACE!!

2.) In other news, LOL, my job/vehicle hunt has still been unsuccessful up to this point which is getting extremely frustrating because with no money = no vehicle and no vehicle = no job (when you live in the middle of nowhere like I do+ and no job = no money, so yeah... Also, My Flyff account got HACKED! AGAIN!! I lost everything of value and importance on my main character so I'm EXTREMELY upset about that right now so I'm trying other MMOs to take a break from that crap. >.<

3.) In other OTHER news, I think I'm going to be entering a contest for a good friend of mine Its a contest for her OC Celeste. Shes an adorable little wolfgirl who enjoys eating strawberries! I thought it would be cool sense I've never done anything like this before to enter this contest. There are A CRAP LOAD of prizes so you guys are welcome to join as well. The more the merrier right? ^_^

4.) In other OTHER OTHER News, I was considering possibly hosting a tournament of my own! I will be needing Judges of course. Perhaps a few people willing to draw prizes, and help me with some rules would be nice as well. I'm not too sure about what it will be about yet, so I'm hoping you guys can help me out alil! Please leave a comment of something you think would be a good idea for people to write or draw about for the contest! You may also contact me via "Notes" if you would like to draw a request for the winners or something of that nature or if you would consider being a judge! Now remember, judges wont be able to compete in the contest, so please consider this! I hope to hear a bit from you guys!

LoveYouMoreByez! ^_^

~Steve~

Well I was sick of having that same old depressing journal about that horrible day on my profile so I decided to finally do another update! HURRAY! \o/ <--- YAY ME!

Well not much has been going on really. I've just been sitting around doing my thing. Well I'm also extremely sore do to the constant exercises I've been doing. Trying to keep my summer body but man, it hurts, lol. The last few days I've been out looking for work again. I figure I will find some way to get back and forth to work but i sort of need money in order to buy a new car right?

This weekend was a pretty cool one. Saturday, my local elementary school held this memorial ceremony for the children that passed in 1.5 years of each other that attended that school. One was my little bro Dillan. You see Dillan wasn't my actual brother but I babysat and hang out with him sense he was like 3-4 years old and he passed in December 2007 at the age of 9 from complications of a brain aneurysm. It was devastating when he passed and I believe I took it the hardest out of everyone. But anyways, back to the ceremony. The school hired some guy who made a totem poll in memory of him and the 4 others and on it were 5 animals that were picked to represent the children's spirits. There was an eagle, a dolphin, and seal, a tiger, and an otter. Dillan was the Tiger which was cool. I'll try to upload a pic of it soon if I can. ^_^ But it was sweet!

Afterwards me and a few friends went to a friends house to play Halo 3 in which I kicked some ass! But it was a lot of fun and it needed to be done because everyone had their minds on Dillan so it helped out a lot.

But yeah thats pretty much been the highlight of my current life. Not much to update on college, work, a car, etc. Hope everyone's lives is going great! ^_^

Well I'm sure everyone has their bad days but I've been having nothing but a bad day streak and for crying out load, it's getting really old really fast!

All within the matter of the first 2 f*ckin hours of being awake, my life went from bad to sh!t.

1. I woke up late this morning and got home late.

2. My friend calls to inform me that my Flyff (MMORPG) Account was hacked and the perp made off with over $150 (of real money) worth of my stuff.

3. My Dad mistook my work pants for his, so I didn't have work pants this morning and probably won't anymore sense he works in Maintance and I work at a desk. Chances being they will get severly stained and I can't afford another pair but I guess that doesn't matter to much! (See #5)

4. My ride showed up 25 minutes late making me think that I had the day off and I would actually be able to spend it with one of my Besties on his Birthday which is today. But nope... Thanks for Calling! <-- (Sarcasum)

5. (THIS IS THE BIG ONE!) My Boss informes me this morning that Sprint won't let us change Sub-agents because apparently we don't sell enough, so I'm out of a job in less then a month. And with no car and no money to buy a car, I'm Sh!t out of luck!

6. I go in the back to eat my breakfast that I got from McDonalds on the way in to work and I can't because some customer comes in with an issue and talks my head off for 30+ min so my food get extremely cold.

7. I go to call my GF to let her know about my job and I can't get ahold of her because her phone is busy.

8. And my Boss left leaving me here all by myself to deal with everyone that comes in, and I'm in a pissed off mood. Oh and I still can't call my GF cause she got called into work early.

So here I sit at my comp in dead silence because, go figure, the TV doesn't work. Fun stuff right? I thought my day a few days back was as bad as it could get, GUESS WHAT?! So I'm really sorry to all of my bestest of friends out there that are probably waiting on a reply from me, I'm just in no mood to talk so I will prob reply later tonight, I'm really really sorry but I realy hope you guys can understand why...

I Love you all and I'll be alright, I just need to clear my head...

Well Hiya Everybody!

A lot of stuff has been going on lately so I've been gone a LOT, and I mean a LOT, longer then I had first expected but I should be back now and replying to everyone a lot more often. I'm really sorry to all those who i talk to often about not replying its just life had me by the balls with an iron grip so to speak. lol.

So if you would, fill me in, you know. Let me know what you guys have been up too! I would love to hear from ya guys! ^_^

Stuff that has been going on lately in my life would be: My job is starting to become more stable! We are changing corporate suppliers so hopefully we will be able to get more stock, therefore more customers!, College is being retarded so I have to wait till Winter Semester sense classes are full , and last night my sister, bro-in-law, and niece were in a car crash. My bro suffered a spranged foot, my sister broke her wrist and torn something in her knee so they are both on crutches and my baby niece was ok apart from biting her tongue and bleeding a little. Their Jeep was destroyed!

If you guys are wondering why its been awhile sense I've uploaded anything, its because my mom was messing with my printer so now it won't print, copy, or scan so i need to fix that before I can upload but i have a LOT of drawings that I have been working on as well as a few requests that I have completed that people have been waiting for (Especially L.O.M.!!!) Im glad to be back, and will be replying to your messages ASAP!